Alr din feel lyk wakin up in e morn coz of e heavy rain n e coolin weather.. But still forced myself 2 get on my feets 2 go 2 sch..
Met Felicia Mei n Yulin.. Tgt walked into sch.. Still feelin e coldness..
Morn class was by Ms Mak.. Her usual 3 hrs long lesson.. IT for Biz... She was teachin Access n Reports lor.. So juz do n do.. Feelin so tired e whole morn.. But managed 2 catch some bites b4 continuin durin our breaks..
Lunch tym followed.. Went over 2 FC3 as usual n had lunch wit Felicia Mei, Yulin, QiongHui, Charlene Mei n Yude.. Was gossipin over lunch lahz.. Still alright b4 tt..
My afternoon stated a lousy 1 durin Capt Chit's class.. He had given me n YuLin a lousy news.. We couldnt go 4 MEL Camp coz of our medical conditions.. Super sianz.. Despite e fact tt we went 2 c e teacher-in-charge, still cannot go.. F**K..
Me n my lousy condition.. I realli feel so sad.. Beyond words can describe I tink.. I had hoped 4 so much.. I had wished 2 go so much.. I persuaded my parents 2 let me go.. Everythin juz dashed down my dreams by 1 medical condition.. Realli bu gan xin lor..
I had lost my dreams of becomin a CI durin sec sch.. I lost my dreams of gg overseas durin ITE.. N e same history is repeatin itself 4 tis tym.. I lost my dream 2 go MEL Camp.. Realli dunno wad 2 say..
4eva in my life, I cannot fufil my dreams.. Wad 4 carry on e life? Wad 4??