Morn, woke up earli.. Coz I set my alarm clock 2 1000hrs.. Juz in tym 2 call my Charlene Mei n Felicia Mei.. Bid them farewell over e phone..
As posted ytd, dey r leavin 4 MEL Camp 5D4N.. N yeap.. I couldnt join them onboard coz I failed e filterin criteria.. MY HEALTH.. Haiish..
Despite so, I juz wished 4 them 2 haf fun n enjoy themselves.. N when I called them, I can feel tt dey r enjoyin le.. Cam whorin b4 checkin in..
Ltr in e evenin, went out wit my family.. 2 visit my granny n 2 haf dinner.. But I juz feel restless n dun feel lyk doin anythin.. Thou e outin supposed 2 b an enjoyable 1.. But I juz couldnt smile nor enjoy it..
Partially gotta due 2 sch tml.. A lil sianz 2 b gg 2 sch tml.. Coz I juz felt tired abt everythin.. ICAs r juz over.. N I certainly haf no confidence.. So din feel lyk gg.. Haiish.. Another reason is of coz I had hope tt aft ICAs, I could join them on board, 2 haf fun.. But e dream was dashed n it is impossible le..
Came hm, was doin some projs stuffs b4 bathin.. Den e weather became cold.. Knew it was rainin le.. N started 2 worrie abt my 2 meis again.. Coz 1 was sick b4 gg on board.. E other is not in e best of health all along.. Haiish..
Juz hope tt god will watch over them.. All of them onboard.. May dey haf a safe journey out @ sea..