Sch aside dun say.. Juz alone in e evenin is enuff..
My granny is admitted into TTSH aft havin fever.. Previously, she had stroke n was stayin in RenCi Hospital n Medicare Centre..
Upon receivin e news, travelled down wit dad 2 TTSH via cab.. E journey seems so long esp when e cab driver was still tokin abt MP on fire thingy.. =(
Reached TTSH.. Walked straight into A&E.. As e policy states a visitor 2 a patient, dad went in 2 apply 4 granny 2 admit into hospital..
Soon, bro came 2 join us n dad was out.. Doc diagnosed granny wit lung infection.. N tt she had 2 b hospitalized at least 3 days.. Plus, e wards r full currently, so granny will haf 2 stay @ e waitin area till tml.. =(
So, me n my bro took turns 2 c her.. N when I seen her, I was uncertain if it was her.. Coz I totally couldnt recognize her.. She was so weak, so diff frm norm.. As I held her hands, her hands was so chilly tt I had 2 request 4 an additional blanket 4 her.. N had her fan switched low..
When a staff approached me 2 offer her a drink, i fed her.. But she had coughed once again.. N she rejected e drink.. I realli felt heart pain instantly.. She is my dearest granny.. N I din wan anythin lyk tt 2 b happenin 2 her..
As I left e area 2 go off, her face was filled wit worries, uncertainty, fear.. Each n every emotions on her face realli made me very worried 4 her.. I realli very scared too.. Feelin helpless as I couldnt do much.. =(
Haiish.. If my blog post is read by god, I seriously pray 4 her 2 b well again.. She means alot 2 me.. N I hope 4 e best 4 her.. I dun mind if I m e 1 who is sick.. She is alr so old le.. Y torture her wit all tis? She took gd care of me when I was young.. Juz allow me as a grandchild 2 substitute her 4 all e burdens she is undertakin right now.. I dun mind.. I seriously dun.. :'(